Wednesday, November 21, 2007

sure i'm a loser

now i can say that. because...i am not really the one that you want.
but it's okay. you're so successful and you killed all the demons for us.
i am a loser. a profoundly good one. i went home to cry~
at least i had the mercury in gemini to keep me comp'n'y.

ugh. what a loser i am!

i saw hye-hee again after twenty years.
she was not a snob. she gave me a cigaret while my date
was having a psychotic break. she was cool to me like a real person.
that is what i get for growing older without growing up.

johnny bender is me.

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